Tonight I was going to bed, and as is my ritual, I went in to check on M and L. I'm not sure why I do this....I'm not sure exactly what I'm checking for...maybe that their airways aren't constricted or haven't been abducted by aliens...either way there isn't really any way I could be of use at that point.
But what was different about tonight? As I was standing over Miles I was overcome with this intense feeling. Then when I walked over to Liam it hit me again. This is MY life. These are MY babies. How did I get so lucky?